April Blogpost
April was the last month of the program, and I met it with a mix of apprehension and excitement. In many ways, it was the most difficult - having to simultaneously study for a cumulative final exam while making plans to pack up the last year of my life in just a couple of weeks was definitely a headache. But I was appreciative of the NBME exam, even for all the stress it caused me, as it was a chance to reflect on the growth that I've made both as a pharmacologist and as a student over the course of the program. With a very poor showing in my undergrad years due to a mix of depression, procrastination, and a severe lack of discipline, even when given a second chance to prove myself as a student of medicine via the program, I was doubtful that I would be able to stack up to others attending, who were all clearly highly motivated and intelligent students. As I reviewed topics from last semester like antibiotics and cancer treatments, to more recent ones like psychopharm,